Saturday.
Diamond was removed first thing in the morning. The feeling of emptiness surprises me and becomes more acute as the day wore on. Even though I had only had it in for five days, it had become almost part of me and something I had become completely used to.
I had wondered if leaving it out might allow my sphincter to return to its normal tightness and take me right back to the point before I had bought it. I needn’t have worried. Although my ass was water tight, entry with my fingers was absolutely no problem. I was satisfied that getting his cock inside of me would be no problem. That realisation suddenly had me nervous. Would he like me in the flesh, would he be able to perform and fuck me as he had so often described during our on-line relationship? I realise that perhaps, he might be even more nervous that me and might not be able to coax life into his wondrous cock and stuff it into my body.
It is time for my final preparations in readiness for our first meeting this evening. A long soak in the bath with a few drops of patchouli oil to make my skin smell nice and be as soft as I can get it. I imagine his hands caressing me.
Once the bath water has been emptied, I take the shower head off of the hose, adjust the temperature of the water so it isn’t too hot and then put the end of the hose hard up against my ass, forcing the water into my canal and then, allowing it to be forcibly ejected in a torrent. I do this several times to make sure there is no faecal matter left to spoil our lovemaking. Being filled with warm water is quite a nice sensation and because of the training, I can take rather more than I thought I would be able to.
I have studied what you wear when you’re not naked in front of your webcam. I noticed you wear casual shirts and slacks with loafer shoes. I have been shopping to emulate your style and hope to compliment you while we eat at the restaurant we have chosen to meet at. Perhaps it is over the top, perhaps a mistake in removing my identity, but that is me. I want to be perfect for you.
At last, I am ready and can already feel that peculiar flutter in the pit of my stomach, like butterflies with hob nail boots. But, at the same time, I am so excited and filled with anticipation of our first time together.
I am ten minutes early at “Laline’s”, our chosen restaurant. The table was reserved earlier in the week. I’m shown to our table by a cute Italian guy with lovely tight buns. His ass swishes from side to side, provocatively and I hope he doesn’t catch your eye with his sensuous movement. I order a glass of chardonnay while I wait, getting more and more anxious that you might not even turn up.
And then, there you are, standing in the doorway, scanning the room, looking for me. I recognise you immediately and begin to rise. You see me and walk between the tables, set for the evening service. I want to rush over and throw my arms around your neck while I kiss you passionately, but modesty and a sudden shyness stops me in mid-raise.
You say hello and sit opposite me, maintaining eye contact. I cannot read your face. Nothing is transmitted through your eyes. Your expression is bland, guarded even, giving nothing away. But, then, I realise that you are only masking your excitement when your voice tremulously gives away the inner turmoil you are suffering. Just as I am.
We chat while the courses of food pass by and get consumed. I study your features, taking in every line, scar and blemish. It is the first time I have really looked at you and realise that I know your cock more than your face. I giggle a little, nervous still, but amused by the thought. Quizzically, you ask what’s funny and then laugh out loud when I tell you. That shared laughter breaks any remaining ice and we relax in each other’s company. The conversation becomes less stilted and we both open up, telling our life histories and listening to each other’s story.
Eventually, the meal is ended and it is time to leave. The plan is to go to my apartment which is a short taxi ride away. You whisper as you take my hand in the taxi, that I smell fantastic and that you cannot wait until we get to my home. My hearts does a little hop, skip and jump and threatens to leap out of my chest. Suddenly, I just want to kiss you, taste your lips and surround your cock with my body. I can hardly breathe and I have a hardening cock making its self known, uncomfortable in my pants where it is bent almost double.
The front door closes behind us as our lips at last meet, locked together in a passionate kiss. Our tongues wrestle each other, exploring, tasting and caressing. Somehow, we manage to remove coats and shirts without ripping them off of each other.
We moved, locked by lips, across the living room to the bedroom. I help you out of the last pieces of clothing and then, there you are, like a fabulous sculpture, revealed from under a silk cloth to an adoring public. You are, in your beauty, my Adonis, my David, the object of my desire and the catalyst to my newly found sexuality.
I step back to drink in your physical form, to get a better view and I yearn to kiss you all over. You are quite hairy with concentrations of course black hair on your chest, below your belly button and groin. There is little evidence of excess weight. Your firm torso is supported on well defined, muscular legs. The whole vision almost has me weeping, you are so perfect and I cannot believe that you are here, in my apartment and soon to be inside of me.
I kneel to take your cock in my hand, forming an O with finger and thumb and gently massage and stimulating it to hardness. I have seen it hundreds of times on web-cam and witnessed how it would engorge, stretching the sheath to stand erect and throbbing, but, I had not even begun to imagine just how perfect it would be in the flesh.
I cannot stop myself, don’t want to even try, slowly, my mouth opens, my lips part and the head of your wonderful cock passes between to the warmth and wetness of my tongue. You taste divine, an incomparable, unique flavour of your own and I am lost to the sensory overload.
Your large hands gently hold my head, cupping my ears as I suckle on you. I smell your musk when pubic hair meets my nose. I have as much of your powerful rod in my mouth as I can manage, manipulating it with my tongue, squashing it against the roof of my palate, sucking as I would a sweet.
Perhaps I missed a few steps in the dance of love in my haste to please you and skipped straight to fellatio and bypassed caressing and kissing. You gently take me back to cover those steps, insistently lifting me to a standing position, suddenly bereft of your cock. You kiss me while your hands travel over my body, caressing, stroking and cupping me. I’m trembling in excitement, from head to toe and fear my knees will give out. As if reading my fears, you support me with an arm around my back, keeping me upright while your tongue and free hand explore, inflaming my passion and fanning the flame of desire into a raging inferno. My heart feels like it might burst where it is tripping and fibrillating inside my chest. Breathing is erratic and I gasp as you bite my neck, just below my ear. I think I might cum suddenly. My cock is harder than it has ever been before. I am out of control and have surrendered to your will, having none of my own.
You lay me down on the edge of the bed, standing huge above me, god like. And then you kneel between my legs. I wonder briefly, what is to come next. Your hands lightly grasp the back of my knees and lift my legs, parting them. Your head lowers to below my sight line. I can feel your hot breath on the sensitive skin of my inner thighs and then. Oh! And then, your hot tongue licks my ass. A gentle, exploratory touch with just the tip and I feel as if the world is crashing down on me. The sensation is overwhelming and I want it again and again. You lick me, a long stroke over my puckered anus, then again and again. It is the most delicious feeling. I lift my legs even higher to give you absolute access. You shift your knees to get closer to me and plunge your hot tongue past me sphincter. I’m sure I will die or, at least feint from the pleasure I am receiving. The heat of your tongue and breath in so sensitive an area adds to the overwhelming feelings and I know that I will cum if I am not given some respite. I want to cum, I want to spew my seed in an eruption, but do not want this to end just yet. I have to move, do something to alleviate the need to cum. I grasp my knees, using hands that I had forgotten where they lay, like the rest of me, in a condition of stasis while your perform this magic. The action helps me to step back from the brink or orgasm and gives you even greater freedom to tongue fuck my ass.
Eventually, after you have almost taken me to the precipice of climax, you stand. I look at you between my knees and realise that this is the moment. You are going to take my virginity. I am willing, desperate even, to have you inside of me. It is the one thing I have dreamt of, wanted, craved and needed for so long.
You reach for the silicon lubricant on the bedside table, bending and twisting your muscular body rather than move your feet. I admire your physicality, the lithe movement and beautiful poise you have. I am so in love with you, I realise suddenly and it hits me, hard. I have never been in love before and the emotion is too much. Tears form and trickle from the corners of my eyes and run into my ears.
You look at me while you rub the lubricant on your wonderful shaft and notice the tears. You ask me if I’m okay, is there something wrong and I shake my head, not ready to articulate how I feel. I evade the question and tell you that I am so desperate for your cock to be in me, fucking me. The relief is obvious as the creases on your brow smooth out and a gentle smile spreads across your face.
And then, you look down so that you can make sure of your aim. Your magical fingers apply some of the cool liquid silicon to my ass and at your touch, my heart begins to trip. Suddenly I am nervous, unsure that I can take you, worried that I might spoil it for you and desperate that I please you.
And then, Oh! and then. The ultimate moment of truth has arrived. The moment I have wanted, dreamed of, wished for and prayed for, is here, at last.
Your cock is pressing against my hole. It is an insistent pressure, increasing gently, but steadily and I can feel my ass opening up to accept you. Gradually, you push past my outer muscle ring. Your girth spreads my ass and, so slowly, you slide inside of me and I suddenly cry out at the joy of it. Having your beautiful cock inside me after so much wishing and dreaming is too much emotion for me to contain. It spills out in the form of my tears. You stop and look at me face, concerned that you have hurt me, even though you had taken it consummately slowly. Breathlessly, I say, fuck me, Oh please fuck me and the concern leaves your face.
You push even further inside, reaching my depths. It feels fantastic, it feels absolutely fantastic and so much more than I could ever have imagined. You fit perfectly. There is no pain, no discomfort, just a fulfilment beyond my wildest fantasies. I am thrilled that my preparation is made this possible.
And then, you begin a slow rhythm, fucking into me pulling almost all the way out and then pushing all the way back in until the root of your cock is pressing against my tail bone. I feel as if I am going to burst with happiness, with the feeling of your cock fucking me, with the look of bliss in your eyes as you look to see how I am enjoying you. Selfishly, I want your seed inside of me. I want to feel you spurt your climax, but at the same time, I know I want this deep pleasure to never stop. I feel every ridge and vein of your wonderful cock as it fucks me, creating a delicious friction and stoking the flames of my own orgasm.
The pace increases and breath is forced out of me in time with your thrusting. Quickly, I adjust so that I intake on your pull back and exhale as you push forward. I am almost delirious with the sensory assimilation crowding into my pleasure receptors. And then, the pace increases again and becomes a fury of motion. Instead of lying passively accepting the fucking you are giving me, I begin to lift my hips in time with your thrusting. I am fucking you back and the result is that you delve even deeper inside of me and suddenly, you are reaching where I need you the most. What had been beautiful up to now, suddenly hits the realms of the fantastical.
I see the look of concentration in your eyes, the beads of sweat on your upper lip and the fixed grin of pleasure. Our eyes meet. Mine are slightly blurry from the tears of joy. And then, you grasp my cock and rub me in time with your thrusts and my bucking hips. Our eyes lock on to each other. Our respective climaxes are fast approaching and we both want to realise that moment in each other.
And then I am there, my cock explodes over your hand, splashing and spurting over my skin. I have never seen so much cum blow out of me, my climax is shattering, overwhelming and the most intense overload I could have had.
I am still riding on the crest of my wave when you reach your point of no return. I hold my breath and stare at your face and see that moment when you release, see the profound pleasure as you thrust, finally, deeply inside of me and blast your seed in spurts that I have the delicious pleasure to feel.
We stay locked together for a short while as we catch our breath and nerves settle. I am shivering in pleasure and know that my legs would not support me. I am completely overcome with the intensity of our lovemaking and need recovery time.
You pull out of me, leaving my ass to feel empty, devoid suddenly and, on equally shaky knees, you manage to lay alongside of me, holding me in an encircling embrace, nuzzling my ear and neck.
You ask me why I’m crying and I tell you that I have never felt anything like that, never felt so happy. And then, I tell you I love you, with all my heart, completely, wholly and I never want the feeling to end. Suddenly, there are tears in your eyes as you tell me you love me too, just as deeply.
We cuddle together, warm body against warm body in parallel on the bed. We are safe, secure and in an embrace that we share, from that moment on, and for every night, for the rest of our lives.